You cruciable players (Destiny)
I seriously don't know how you do it. Two games and I have to take a break just to steady my nerves. My blood sugar starts to crash, my jaw aches, my tremors kick into overdrive (I'm being good and going back to edit everything just so you can read it) and I realize that, oh yeah, I'd forgotten to breathe again. That explains the tunnel vision nicely.
One would think that I'd do better now that I'm using The Last Word and my k/d ratio is now only sorta pathetic instead of completely abysmal. I mean, at my current rate, I should be able to finish A Request from Ikora's cruciable bounty in two more matches, maybe three, so I must be doing better, right?
In a way, surviving longer and playing better only makes it worse. I have fewer respawns to force myself to calm down and relax. The better that I do, the stronger the desire to mash that respawn button the moment it comes up. I'm actually contributing to the team instead of being the guy who really should not be playing at all, so now there's a drive that only makes things worse.
I don't get it. I didn't have these problems with Halo or Battlefield. At least, not for a long, long time. So why is Destiny's MP putting me through the wringer? I don't know, but I'll tell you one thing -- I have newfound respect for you people who rock it.
Complete thread:
- You cruciable players -
Dagoonite,
2015-03-07, 21:24
- You cruciable players -
Chewbaccawakka,
2015-03-07, 21:38
- You cruciable players -
Leviathan,
2015-03-07, 23:09
- So what you're saying is... -
Dagoonite,
2015-03-07, 23:27
- So what you're saying is... -
Chewbaccawakka,
2015-03-08, 03:32
- One O too many -
Dagoonite,
2015-03-08, 03:51
- One O too many -
Leviathan,
2015-03-09, 02:08
- One O too many - Dagoonite, 2015-03-09, 02:51
- One O too many -
Leviathan,
2015-03-09, 02:08
- One O too many -
Dagoonite,
2015-03-08, 03:51
- So what you're saying is... -
Chewbaccawakka,
2015-03-08, 03:32
- So what you're saying is... -
Dagoonite,
2015-03-07, 23:27
- This is exactly how it was for me too
- someotherguy, 2015-03-08, 09:37
- You cruciable players -
Leviathan,
2015-03-07, 23:09
- I only have 3 rules. -
iconicbanana,
2015-03-07, 23:19
- I only have 3 rules. -
Dagoonite,
2015-03-07, 23:24
- I only have 3 rules. -
iconicbanana,
2015-03-07, 23:27
- I only have 3 rules. - Up North 65, 2015-03-07, 23:55
- This - ZackDark, 2015-03-08, 17:36
- Pocket Infinity, the easy way. - dogcow, 2015-03-09, 18:50
- I only have 3 rules. -
iconicbanana,
2015-03-07, 23:27
- Also, rule 3 is best rule - Dagoonite, 2015-03-08, 01:58
- I only have 3 rules. -
Dagoonite,
2015-03-07, 23:24
- I feel your pain and echo your sentiments
- Oholiab, 2015-03-08, 01:33
- Don't Try to Kill. Try to Survive. -
Kahzgul,
2015-03-08, 09:01
- Don't Try to Kill. Try to Survive. -
Ragashingo,
2015-03-08, 17:27
- Play to win each individual encounter -
Durandal,
2015-03-08, 21:12
- Great way to put this!
- CommandrCleavage, 2015-03-09, 11:19
- Play to win each individual encounter - CruelLEGACEY, 2015-03-09, 13:17
- Great way to put this!
- Don't Try to Kill. Try to Survive. -
Kahzgul,
2015-03-09, 00:23
- Playstyle is everything - Dagoonite, 2015-03-09, 01:14
- Don't Try to Kill. Try to Survive. -
Claude Errera,
2015-03-09, 13:34
- My PvP Builds: - Kahzgul, 2015-03-09, 14:45
- Don't Try to Kill. Try to Survive. -
Ragashingo,
2015-03-09, 14:59
- Don't Try to Kill. Try to Survive. - Kahzgul, 2015-03-09, 19:49
- Don't Try to Kill. Try to Survive. - Cody Miller, 2015-03-09, 22:50
- Play to win each individual encounter -
Durandal,
2015-03-08, 21:12
- Don't Try to Kill. Try to Survive. -
Ragashingo,
2015-03-08, 17:27
- You cruciable players - Vortech, 2015-03-08, 18:31
- I had to learn the hard way (also a thanks to banana) - CommandrCleavage, 2015-03-09, 11:18
- You cruciable players -
Chewbaccawakka,
2015-03-07, 21:38