Of course you're weird... (Destiny)

by cheapLEY , Monday, September 30, 2019, 12:36 (1888 days ago) @ Kermit

I am totally okay with waiting.

What I increasingly have a hard time with is foregoing the rest of Destiny (or just my life) for a week. I enjoying blind raiding. Every time I enjoy it a little less when we’re four evenings in and I start to feel the pressure to play so we can get it done when I’d really rather be doing something else.

Next raid, I’d love to do it on a weekend off. Start Friday night and play for as long as we need to through the weekend, but end on Sunday evening. We make it as far as we make it, but the commitment ends Sunday night.

Because that’s really what I struggle with. Staying blind is pretty easy. It’s the commitment to devoting all of my play time for a week or sometimes even more. I feel bad signing up for a blind raid without seeing the whole thing through. But Last Wish broke me in that regard. We spent weeks on that raid, and I guess I just don’t enjoy it enough for that to be okay anymore.